I dont feel well at all. I mean im not getting sick or anything, im just feeling overwhelmed by my thoughts and they’re really dressing me down. Which sucks because I have to stay super drying this season and not relapse. It’s going to be hard as ever because i’m alone. Well im not alone, I’ve got my best friend and her family, but right Nye I just want to talk to the only person who ever got me….. which I cant because we had a shitty break up and even though he said he’d still be here for me if I started getting like this again, I know he’s not. It jusT sucks. And a lot of things suck right now. Idk.
coming out of the closet? no. i’m coming out of my cage and i’ve been doing just fine gotta gotta be down because i want it all